Solitude, embodiment of most vilest tragedies.
Not finding peace not finding serenity.
Silence is my only witness in these everlasting moments.
Waking up into the dark with no one by my side.
Hope is dead only misery spreads finding its way into my heart.
A ritualistic facade this permanent masquerade.
Beneath this mask time has passed and slowly faded away.
Gloom spreads in my head poison lingers in my heart.
Disease lurks in my veins bile eats up my blood.
This filth that you call home Is so alien to me.
Walking the world alone Until the end of eternity.
There is nothing I hold dear not knowing the value of love.
Wishing it would disappear into nothingness.
Is this just fear I wished it would disappear I am drowning in my own self-pity.
The struggles that I have faced have changed me Into this hollow shell of dying flesh.
The setting sun seeps the wounds in me.
The rising sun sends me back to this misery.
I reconciled with things to remain the same.
A routine of struggle and constant pain.
Until eternity I remain as I am.
Bring me home this is not where I belong.
Bring me home where I can find my peace.
Too long I have suffered Searching for happiness.
Solitude, embodiment of most vilest tragedies.
Not finding peace not finding serenity.
There is nothing I hold dear not knowing the value of love
take me home this is not where I belong.
Daylight reaching out for me yet I don’t feel the void is gone.
Joy becomes an unknown term while the night brings me closer to home.
The dawn curses me again while the darkness gives me hope .
Each new day disgusts me more and more while the night brings me closer to home.